Lately? Lately hasn't been very kinky, but not in a bad way. I've been caught up in getting ready to graduate — planning a huge party for next month. It's not that I have that many friends, but my extended family, once I get beyond the nuclear, is very very big. Guess that's what happens when Irish and Mexicans marry and both stay in California forever.
I've also been doing some professional stuff, trying to get myself ready to go on the job market next fall. Fall seems forever away as it isn't even summer yet, but I know from last year how fast it all sneaks up. And then there's looking for a job to tide me over next academic year as my current job runs out in August. As my therapist remarks, who wouldn't be stressed out under the circumstances? Therapy is going well too, though my therapist keeps remarking on my tendency to beat myself up, or "use a stick" which I always find a bit disconcerting given that she does know about my masochistic tendencies.
In other news, my dad is still living with us. I'm not sure about Paul but I've made peace with this. The truth is, as much as I miss our privacy, I love seeing him every day and will miss him when he finally is able to move out. He reminds me how much my family has always loved me, even when, at times, it's felt otherwise.
So even without regular spankings, life is good. And see, because of Paul, I live in a world where spankings are always possible even when they aren't actually happening.
This, in fact, suits me fine.
Life is good.